Hi Mamma Im trying so ard to be strong but its not easy, my heart is still vey very heavy. I wish you didnt die, I know you were sufering and you asked God so many times why He has you on earth and that you were just so tired of this world.I just always wanted you to be proud of me, and I believe you were proud of anyting I did as long as I was happy. Since you died I eel more mature and focused on whats iportant in this life, I don want to waste time anymore but I am also wishing you were still here with me. Please help me, because my strength is wearing out and my grief over takes me. I love you forevre and ever, Your daughter Maria